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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Aug 18, 2018 4:17:19 GMT
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Aug 25, 2018 22:32:16 GMT
unnecessary sudokus
TWICE
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 3, 2018 6:48:56 GMT
i've been spinning my wheels thinking about this game for like...two+ hours...? not very productively.. i guess reading akane's thoughts made me get into a reflective mindset. i tried doing an audio confessional to see if it would get me out of my own head but i just keep recording for a few minutes, feeling awkward, starting over. so it's the same really. i guess i don't get the same closure about what the fallout was from the failed Kyoko blindside, bc of how i went out, idk. my perception was that if i continued with the status quo of us four hanging on for a while, it was going to result with me being their goat basically, with how things were playing out. (well my f3 deal was with celestia/gundham/me, posed by celestia). i just felt like i had 0 control of what was going on working with them and that a jury i was put against would feel the same. with nagito ~verbatim telling me what i'd told kyoko in confidence about him, with people seeming suspicious of me leaking stuff in the previous vote, and with rumors from so many angles that i'm dead right after Saya, i just. i mean i felt awful lying to celestia and especially gundham because i had trusted them so much prior to that. i felt like garbage when celestia confronted me. i felt it was the best way to put hiro and i in a better position to survive and win ultimately but i still feel so lost and confused about the merge in general
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 3, 2018 6:50:59 GMT
i really only have to work through that confusion to the degree of voting for the best player
everything else can be on my own time, i guess
anyway time to try to emotionally distance myself from all of dis again
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 11, 2018 4:16:16 GMT
ok apparently the answers to most of my game questions are just that mikan was a snek and i unrelatedly got manipulated by saya's paranoia and, well, hiyoko
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 11, 2018 4:16:45 GMT
and gundham stopped feeling like my close friend bc he was busy being celestia's
hm
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 11, 2018 4:17:07 GMT
like in my mind gundham was actually p vulnerable in early merge and isn't that .......... aware of it idk
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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 13, 2018 3:22:44 GMT
eh scratch ^
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