Nagito Komaeda
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 1:32:16 GMT
I just want to find a video of Nagito on fire why do I find things like this?
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Nagito Komaeda
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Let's commit the perfect crime together so despair can become the foundation of hope!
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 3:59:37 GMT
I still can't believe you literally picked an image of Nagito on fire for this FTC. It appropriately reflects my thoughts that if I'm going to lose I'm at least going to make Shuichi burn in hell first.
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Nagito Komaeda
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Let's commit the perfect crime together so despair can become the foundation of hope!
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 6:56:09 GMT
THANK YOU FOR WAITING IM SORRY
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Nagito Komaeda
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 7:23:30 GMT
Oh boy time to go read speeches and cast my very important sure to matter decision making vote!
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Nagito Komaeda
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 8:02:00 GMT
Ugh his speech looks better then mine. I should have done a faux gif for everyone too. Usually one of the jurors asks that question. I just didn't want to do an itemized thing. but the pics make them look good. I am a stupid lol. I had already personally appealed in like every thread but damnit that would have been a good way to show what I knew about people to them. There's no way I'd have time anyways if this is what i managed with the time i had.
Oiy this is embarrassing. I wish I could say this has never happened before but actually yeah it kind of has. The difference is last time I felt like I'd made a huge mistake in taking someone way out of my league, and right now I still don't think Shuichi should win. I feel like I'm trying to shake people and be like HE DOESN'T RESPECT YOU.
Well, most of them don't feel like I respected them either. How did this even happen? I did think Chihiro and I would be enemies but not like this. How the fuck did I make someone who wanted to ally with me angry in three PMs? Why did Sayaka react to me talking to her like I basically ruined her Survivor experience forever? Heck how did I know Hiyoko in 3 places and not once convince her I gave a shit about her? I didn't mean to upset any of these people. I don't understand human emotions.
I guess this is one of those absolute power corrupts absolutely things. This is exactly what I wanted and now I'm suffering the consequences of all the choices I wanted to make so much. Apparently my frivolous gamestyle comes off like I don't care about anyone. I don't even know what lesson to take from all this, I was in such a good position and played such a fucking good game to get here and it's not going to matter because I fucked up basic social ettiquette.
Maybe I just need more practice playing without explicit alliances. Usually I'm the queen bitch that everyone listens to and liking me is a thing I can take for granted. You know, the game Celes played that you absolutely can't win with if you're someone like me who went the entire merge without winning a single immunity because I can't english. I've lost so many times at the end and I still haven't figured out the fine line between too social to take to the end and not social enough to win even if you get there.
Fuck it I'm just gonna stop playing Survivor and win another Everyone is Mafia Mafia to soothe my ego or something. >_> Screw you juries I don't need you!
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Nagito Komaeda
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 9:18:41 GMT
And because Mikan point blank told us we were fucked.
You do not.
I hate that he can flippantly slip in things that I've been trying to say for days and it'll be more believable.
oh shit i forgot the roast for Hiyoko. I was actually going to post the 'x smells' from mediators. Sigh and I checked over threads like five times repeatedly.
Oh yeah uh I would prefer not to be called Celestia's boys actually please don't alliance gender me. >_<
TBH this isn't a closing speech this is like.. a B-roll of "Now that I know for sure I'm winning I'm just going to do torchwalks again lol see you at the reveal." Hate. Not in a like he's a shitty person way but in a of course he's winning so why not kind of way.
I think I wrote my closer too much like another opener. I didn't have enough time to proofread and look at it. I suppose it's fitting that I wrote it with the same sense of general panic and insecurity I felt for most of the FTC. the game my entire life
Why does Gundham change the font on his speech to look bigger? Does he not think that looks weird? It looks really weird after you've been staring at the same text type for awhile.
Oh my god fucking lol. I only read the Sandra part before. Does he not realize why I was trying to vote him out? Or like, what that comparison means? Sandra wasn't trying to take Russell out because he was a threat, it's because she hated his guts. Is he doing this on purpose? I definitely did not say I was trying to vote him because he's dangerous, he's just assuming danger is the only reason I wanted him out because he wouldn't vote to keep friends in the game.
I mean, this is personally offensive. But if he were reading the room he'd realize Gundham and I are more likely to split votes then Shuichi and I, anyone voting for us as a pair is voting for Shuichi. The real question is if there are even votes to split at all.
It's offensive that anyone thinks this TBH and from the way the jury was talking he's not the only one that believes that. The messing up part is legit but like Shuichi didn't tell me anything so the isolation part isn't true. It's so weird to me that people that walked up to me with "here is all the information you want to know" would think I got that info from Shuichi. Then again Gundham truthfully knows nothing about me.
Gundham people in this FTC literally said they were keeping this plan from me, why would you think I was a part of it? Oh right because Shuichi and I did everything together. >_>
Oh man. My best chance at this was taking Gundham in an F2. OH NO MY GOOD LUCK WAS ACTUALLY BAD LUCK GOD DAMNIT NAGITO
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Nagito Komaeda
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Let's commit the perfect crime together so despair can become the foundation of hope!
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 12:20:05 GMT
I wonder if I would have done better against Mikan. To be honest it probably couldn't have gone worse. The answer is yes if Shuichi would say I did more then they think I did. I wonder what he thinks I did. I don't understand where the idea that Shuichi got all my info started.
Did it start with when Chihiro started hating me and she told all the Mediators I'm a piece of garbage? The way Celes was treating me makes me think it started earlier then that. Why did all the Kingpins not realize I liked everyone in our tribe so much in the first place? This is going to haunt me, usually i like looking at what confessionals say about me but now I'm afraid to see it. or even worse they might not talk about me at all and its assumed everytime they talk about shuichi it's just assumed they mean me too.
yes it's 8am and im still here thinking about this do you have a problem? <.<
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Nagito Komaeda
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 12:23:43 GMT
Like I expected people to be mad I did things and eliminated them not... I don't even know what they're mad at. They're not mad at things I did, they're mad at these weird made up things they think I did for Shuichi. I've never been treated like a goat before.
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Nagito Komaeda
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Let's commit the perfect crime together so despair can become the foundation of hope!
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 12:34:30 GMT
At FTC you're supposed to play to the role and advantages people think you have but wow. I literally have no idea what people thought I was. Haha. I must really have sounded like a weirdo, with them all wondering how I'd talk about endgaming with Shuichi and all the things we did together and I was like hello here is my social game and all my allies from the tribes i met in which shuichi was not, i did a lot for them also shuichi was there I guess. and those other people are like wait really what? you're full of shit nagito there's no way that's what actually happened and im like no seriously guys i loved you and cared really deeply for you i don't even fucking like shuichi that much. and they're like oh god if we had talked to you we could have been the ones who dragged you and won over your stupid goat ass worked together longer.
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Nagito Komaeda
Ultimate Lucky Student
Let's commit the perfect crime together so despair can become the foundation of hope!
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 13:02:49 GMT
Anyways I think I'm gonna skip out on the reveal because I have anger problems and I don't want to hear what people have to say. Just know that everything I said was true, we didn't use PMs so you can look in our clique and see how little Shuichi and I actually talked, my confessional is going to look really bizarre to you because until the F4 I had no idea I was losing this game, and 90% of the reasons I did things can be summed up as AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
and if you want to talk to me about the game, I probably don't want to talk to you unless your name is Bebs, Vash, whoever the unfortunate soul behind Kyoko is that i fucked over, whoever Akane is because shes brilliant and whoever Hagakure is because bro bro bro bro ilu ilu2. The person behind Ibuki who is 100% not mysterious at all can talk to me too I guess, I was wondering if she actually watched the DRv3 LP because it's been ages since I had someone to talk video games with me. Chiaki can message me unless it's Skelda because it would be too depressing for me to have fallen for Skelda AGAIN. That's a bigger list then I thought it would be tbh. If you're someone else on my irl friendslist you'll know if I'd be okay with talking to you.
Oh if Celes and Gundham are other people they can talk to me anyways too I GUESS. Gundham could be other people but if Celes isn't Adorabebs I will literally eat Shuichi's hat. I have no idea who Shuichi is so I might check just for the sake of finding that out, it's the only surprise left that excites/scares me.
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Nagito Komaeda
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Let's commit the perfect crime together so despair can become the foundation of hope!
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Post by Nagito Komaeda on Oct 13, 2018 13:11:44 GMT
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Monomi
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Post by Monomi on Oct 13, 2018 17:24:54 GMT
*hug*
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Post by Monokuma on Oct 13, 2018 17:28:38 GMT
For what it's worth, i think you played a great game <3 i don't know the outcome yet, but regardless i hope someday you do feel pride and that you look back at any fun you had. *Hugs.*
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Monaca Towa
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Post by Monaca Towa on Oct 13, 2018 20:09:28 GMT
I didn’t make you a warrior of hope for nothin!!!
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