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Post by Chihiro Fujisaki on Oct 5, 2018 2:49:04 GMT
I think you played a very respectable game in which people were drawn to wanting to work with you.
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 2:50:06 GMT
who the fuck do you not have an f2 or an exceedingly personal connection with tbh. you're a star at that.
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 2:50:31 GMT
i am uh not but i really do think you should be proud of your game here.
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Post by Akane Owari on Oct 5, 2018 3:14:39 GMT
your F2 with Kyoko was really obvious and one of the reasons I chose to vote her off at f7 btw. wanted you all for myself
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:17:15 GMT
wow those guys had an f2???? insightful insight.
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Post by Celestia Ludenberg on Oct 5, 2018 3:18:47 GMT
Hiro <3 you can ask me whatever you want. I missed you, dude. Our talks and our friendship was so real <3
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:20:24 GMT
the more people you say that to the less it counts
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Post by Celestia Ludenberg on Oct 5, 2018 3:22:23 GMT
your F2 with Kyoko was really obvious and one of the reasons I chose to vote her off at f7 btw. wanted you all for myself I pushed my F2 with Kyoko to the public to cover the fact that I would have picked Gundham over her. (I'm sorry Kyoko you know you're the love of my life!!!) But I purposely made it look like I was closer to Kyoko than Gundham. Whenever people asked me who I absolutely would not vote, I said Kyoko. I made Gundham seem more expendable to me so no one would pit us against each other.
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Post by Celestia Ludenberg on Oct 5, 2018 3:25:16 GMT
the more people you say that to the less it counts You don't believe I could have made a personal connection with everyone I say that too?
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Post by Akane Owari on Oct 5, 2018 3:25:24 GMT
nice, really well hidden. but why gundham?
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:26:08 GMT
because gundham's way easier to beat than kyoko. i would have voted kyoko over you, celestia. sorry.
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Post by Akane Owari on Oct 5, 2018 3:26:20 GMT
ignore Hiyoko she's bitter or sth I really liked you. and a lot of people did. Sure there is a hard limit wired into the human brain on connections we can make with people, but that number is greater then 20 ~_~
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:27:49 GMT
the more people you say that to the less it counts You don't believe I could have made a personal connection with everyone I say that too? i mean i'm a huge jerk so i think i disbelieve in the existence of personal connections generally. but like you can be nice and say oh our conversation was great, oh i wish we worked better without being like "man we were secretly best friends and we made such a *teary eyes* personal connection. i don't know man i mean i know i'm just a bad person.
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:29:29 GMT
look i'm sorry Akane for still being a jerk on the jury, minute i got voted out i said to myself "I was a jerk in the game but not so here!!" and yet...
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Post by Akane Owari on Oct 5, 2018 3:32:13 GMT
it is okay Hiyoko we understand
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Post by Celestia Ludenberg on Oct 5, 2018 3:33:20 GMT
Uh, hi. How are you? Is there anything in particular you think we should know about the most recent rounds? I honestly still feel confused about where I stood with you during F11. I genuinely felt close with you on a personal level which I think is why my last conversation with you stung so much. Just felt really lost in merge and felt like with the way things were going I'd lose to you. Basically what I said before. I guess with the way it happened I never really got full closure from the fallout of it though. ._. I am...crushed. It's really strange not being able to explain exactly how this feels to anyone irl. But here I'm preaching to the choir lol Oh gosh. Well that vote came down to Shuichi at the last minute. Mikan had pushed Shuichi to me before he won immunity and Gundham had told me to keep that quiet, so when Gundham told me that he was voting me out because he couldn't beat me at FTC I told Shuichi about Mikan and he flipped. Nagito wasted his idol cuz we had the votes. No one knew about Mikan's idol (except Akane) Dude I had genuine plans for me, you, Gundham, Kyoko for the F4. I was absolutely devastated when you left. I was so sad that you were gone. Idk man. I'm sorry I kept picking off your friends. I feel really terrible that you left and I don't know what I can say to make it better. I still feel close to you on a personal level. I know I say that to everyone, but that's because I try to get to know everyone on a personal level in these games. I like meeting people here. Idk. I hope you still think of me as a friend.
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Post by Yasuhiro Hagakure on Oct 5, 2018 3:40:46 GMT
Hiro <3 you can ask me whatever you want. I missed you, dude. Our talks and our friendship was so real <3 haha I feel like I should have a million questions. And I just can't think of any. um I dunno! We were together literally the entire game. Is there like, I guess is there something you feel like I should know? i mean i'm a huge jerk so i think i disbelieve in the existence of personal connections generally. but like you can be nice and say oh our conversation was great, oh i wish we worked better without being like "man we were secretly best friends and we made such a *teary eyes* personal connection. i don't know man i mean i know i'm just a bad person. .... this isn't true nothing in this post is true how did you manage to say so many untrue things in one post
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:42:21 GMT
i mean sure my brain knows that
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:42:49 GMT
tbf you were an awesome dude yasuhiro, it was really sad how down you were after f11 and i should have treated you better.
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Post by Yasuhiro Hagakure on Oct 5, 2018 3:48:36 GMT
tbf you were an awesome dude yasuhiro, it was really sad how down you were after f11 and i should have treated you better. Dude stop beating yourself up everything is fine. You're not a huge jerk and people were doing what they felt they had to y'know? You made the plays you thought would win you the game, nobody can fault you for that.
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Post by Hiyoko Saionji on Oct 5, 2018 3:53:32 GMT
to be honest I think the foundational problem I had in this game was, I'm not sure how to be a good person in a survivor context. I mean clearly my Very Angry Tirades crossed the line. Apparently I made Sayaka, in her first game, want to quit the website so that's clearly negative outside the game. but i've been struggling with morality and shit in a different way than usual in this game, and I've just been and I remain so so angry in a way that's usually foreign to me.
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Post by Akane Owari on Oct 5, 2018 4:13:15 GMT
its sayaka's first game? SPOILERS
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Post by Yasuhiro Hagakure on Oct 5, 2018 4:15:00 GMT
uh yeah that's a super shocking revelation
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Post by Akane Owari on Oct 5, 2018 4:17:17 GMT
is that sarcasm?
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Post by Yasuhiro Hagakure on Oct 5, 2018 4:20:26 GMT
What no I had no idea.
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