Aww. Mine is 15 pages and I feel like I'm not putting enough in there. It's been super hard because I can never get caught up on PMs.

Akane makes sense, she sent me a spooky ghost.. Uhh... good point I dunno who Mikan voted at all. I can try asking I guess, I dunno why she'd lie about it.

There's no way I'm gonna be able to do this flash game my brain does not go that fast

They said less than 40 so I did a 39 one and um no. I just can't.

Oh wow sorry, I totally didn't mean to guilt you about confessionals on top of everything else. Do you wanna talk about it? I mean, can you even talk about it. Actually wait no, I keep forgetting this is public, nevermind. Hmm, that's one problem with the no PM system I guess. At least you're rocking it this game right, you've got that going for you?

You totally should be proud, you're playing a super good game!

Nah that's totally fine. I get that way sometimes too, like I start thinking about all the stuff that has to get done and how there's a lot of screwed up stuff I need to deal with and I sorta get paralyzed into not dealing with any of it? I dunno if I have depression or not, I have no clue how to tell and I've never seen a doctor or anything, but one thing I have found that helps is just doing one small thing. It can be like, the most absurd of things too, like uh I dunno, fold one towel, or get the mail or something like that. Then I feel like, hey, I know all that stuff is still there right, but I did do something. And sometimes, that's enough to motivate me to do just, one more small thing. I got the mail, well, throwing away the junk mail is easy right? I don't wanna deal with the bills but, hey I did that much. And, well, another small thing will only take a few minutes, maybe I can empty this trash can now since it's full from the junk mail. It's like inertia right, the whole objects at rest stay at rest thing, if you can just get moving a little, it's easier to keep going.

Um, since you said your depressions is pretty serious, is it something you're getting help with?

No no it's fine! And it's hard not to worry about somebody when they're struggling y'know? I'm glad you're getting help with it, too many people try to deal with this stuff on their own. It's like, I wouldn't try to move a refrigerator by myself, but hey this crippling depression is no problem I can handle that one. But I guess it's hard when you've got that little demon on your shoulder whispering lies all the time. Anyway I hope the game is a nice distraction from what's weighing you down and not like, just a giant source of stress making things worse. And if you feel like you gotta yell at someone or something you can yell at me! I don't mind.

I got 4 hours of sleep last night and sent someone a confessional post again.

How'd you do on the challenge thing? I tried many finger combinations Ok why do I keep typing combations seriously what is wrong with me. Uh, I tried many finger combinations on my arrow keys and the number pad and it just wasn't happening. Can someone tell me what it's like to go into challenges thinking you might win, I'd love to know what that feels like.

It's kinda funny, I had a dream about this game a while ago, I posted it in my confessional, where we did the challenges in real life instead of here. There was one challenge that was like, 2-player DDR and you had to dance a waltz or a tango or whatever with both players crossing back and forth over the pad doing the steps. I'm gonna mark that one as a point in the clairvoyance column ok.

Ooh ooh do your nails make a nice clickyclack sound on the keys?

I'm way too uncoordinated for DDR but I did enjoy watching people play it in arcades. A lot of people got way into it and they'd do spins and claps and all kinds of extra stuff, it was great. We also got this one at home for the Wii or something, you have to hold the controllers and somehow it knows if you're doing all the steps or not even without the pad. Magic.

Also I'm a clairvoyant not a psychic, those dudes are all frauds. They think you can just peer into a ball and see the future. That's not how it works at all! The ball lets you pierce the veil, you get a glimpse of the multiverse. You see all the possibilities in this giant glittery array, and there's so many, all you can do is pick out which ones are most likely and talk about those. It's never 100%, time doesn't work like that, that'd be like trying to follow a drop of water in a stream.

uh anyway

Ok I'm really glad I didn't spend an eternity trying to practice this, there's no reality where I beat that score. That's crazy.

Dude did you have a dance pad and everything? Those things were so dangerous, you could slide all over the place. Whoa I just checked, you can still buy them on Amazon! That's nuts. WHOA there's a "champion" version that's like a platform with a bar and stuff. Only $400 Dude now I know what I want for Christmas.

Clairvoyance is understanding the nature of the Universe! That's why like, not everybody is one? If it was just staring at a ball everybody would do it and I'd be out of a job y'know? Instead I get to charge premium prices!

Uh yeah I assumed so. Nothing's changed right? I didn't figure it did.


LOOK AT IT

CONTROL BOX INCLUDED (what's that do?)

That's the throne for a dancing queen if I ever saw one.  Just don't let dad on it.

Mikan just sent me a message saying that Akane told her that she's trying to get a majority together with Sayaka and Chihiro. Wtf??

That sounds like fake news right? Maybe cuz she knows Mikan and Sayaka are pals? Cuz it seems like everyone is on the Sayaka train except I didn't tell Mikan or Chihiro

Mikan and Chihiro know that it's an option. I don't think they know it's for certain yet.

Apparently everyone except me, Kyoko, Gundham, and Nagito are voting me? That's the rumor anyways. But I figured you would at least tell me? So like idk what's going on. Do you?

So did I. Did you hear anything about this?

And apparently it would be Akane, Mikan, Chihiro, Shuichi, Sayaka, you, and Hiyoko from what she said.